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Hey there, this is my first song where I put effort in the vocals. Hope you enjoy =)

lyrics

I don't wanna run, I don't wanna fly,
I don't wanna have to say hello and goodbye.
I don't wanna move, I don't wanna go,
I just wanna sit at home, all alone.

I don't wanna get up, I don't wanna see,
I don't wanna stay awake nor I wanna breath,
I don't wanna lay down, I don't wanna walk,
I don't wanna get on the phone or bother talk,


I could just go away but,
I de-ci-ded to stay, on my own.
And if I just leave here, if I just dis-a-pear,
would anyone notice? Would anyone know?


I don't wanna flee, I don't wanna hide,
I don't wanna struggle nor I wanna fight.
I don't wanna be lost, I don't wanna be found,
I don't wanna suffocate or drown.

Don't wanna stand still, don't wanna cough,
don't wanna hate nor wanna love.
Don't wanna be creative, don't wanna behave bitch,
don't wanna get caged, don't wanna be safed.


And if I'm honest I wanna breath in,
And if I'm honest I wanna be keen and
you will never find me cheating or screaming,
but somtetimes: darkness is feeding me.


Don't wanna trip, Don't wanna be hurt,
don't wanna be just a sheep in the herd.
Don't wanna be diligent, don't wanna be lazy,
don't wanna loose my mind or even go crazy.

Don't wanna be black and white, don't wanna know of pride.
Don't wanna be a demon, just wanna be keen and,
don't wanna be the best, don't wanna contest,
don't really wanna leave, just wanna find peace.


So I wonder who I am beacause,
I'm not sure of all my strengths and flaws.
So darkness keeps me awake and asleep,
I'm dreaming, am I feeling anything?

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released July 2, 2016

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DHXP Cologne, Germany

Hey there! I'm a german producer and artist. My debut album, released on the 12th Februrary features 14 tracks with different genres, reaching from lofi and synthwave to grunge and metal sounds. If you like what you're hearing I have good news for you: A remix album is already in the works!
I occasionally stream on Twitch, doing livelooping or playing some of my songs. ... more

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